Recently I’ve been thinking a lot about stories. How we each have common threads or challenges throughout our journey. & Sometimes, as it did for me, only in telling our stories or journeys can we truly see that thread.
About a month ago in of my Sermon Challenges, I encouraged people to think through a “I once was, but now I am” statement that represented their journey This was my simple way of encouraging people to begin telling their stories. (If interested, here’s the link to the SERMON and CHALLENGE). And the statement God led me to was, “I once was fearful, but now I am learning to be brave.”
Pretty quickly, God used this sermon/challenge to in return challenge me (this happens more often that I would prefer). Joy.
But here’s what he (very clearly) revealed… my common thread of FEAR.
Fear to take the steps God is calling me to do take. Fear of the unknown. Fear to fully trust in the Lord and where it is that he might leading me. Fear. Fear has caused me plenty of anxiety, frustration, and anger.
It has allowed me to forget who I am and Whose I am. It had made me believe my work/good deeds solely hinge on my ability to hold it all together so that I can accomplish all I am required to do.
I’ve stood still far too many time crippled by the questions of “what if,” “how,” and “are you sure God” only to be reminded time and time again that it has nothing to do with me and everything to do with the God I serve.
And I’m starting to wonder if the sooner I believe that (really believe that), the sooner I would find this BRAVE thing people keep talking about.
& Yet again, Timothy and Kathy Keller, in their book The Songs of Jesus kicked my spiritual butt in their simple prayer for courage. Here’s their prayer:
“Lord, give such a sense of your living reality in my life that I live a more fearless life. Fear is just thinking of myself and my abilities instead of having my mind focused on you. Give me enough love for you to be brave. Amen (Keller & Keller, October 12). ”
Add that prayer with a side of the song, No Longer a Slave by I Am They, & you have my weekly challenge and conviction on finding brave. Love (& hate) it when God does this.
But seriously, I love how Keller describes fear as thinking of ourselves and abilities MORE THAN our focus on Christ. The simplicity of the statement, “Give me enough LOVE for you to be brave,” gets me.
How differently would mine, would our, lives look if we spent LESS time focused on the wind and waves and storms surrounding us and MORE on the creator of the wind and waves and storms?
How incredibly simple but yet profoundly difficult to live.
& So my challenge is this… to fix your gaze on the creator not the chaos that surrounds you. On the spirit & not your ability. On the power of God & not your lack of it.
Because the more we accept how small and significant we are, the more we can embrace God’s strength and power.
I want to leave you with the lyrics of the song No Longer a Slave by I am They and hope they challenge and inspire you as much as they did me. And side note, if you have time I strongly encourage you listen to their song. & yes, it will 100 percent be in a sermon one day;)
From my mother’s womb
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Love has called my name
I’ve been born again
Into your family
Your blood flows through my veins
I am no longer a slave to fear// I am a child of God
I am surrounded
By the arms of the Father
I am surrounded
By songs of deliverance
We’ve been liberated
From our bondage
We’re the sons and the daughters
Let us sing our freedom
You split the sea
So I could walk right through it
My fears were drowned in perfect love
You rescued me
and I will stand and sing
I am a child of God
(Listen HERE if you’d like.)